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Monday, 30 October 2006
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By Damien Rice
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wow its been such a long time - so since the last post i have been to africa may26-aug1 
and back, to cedarpoint with sis and maurice,
and moved back into room 252 Johnson Hall @ JBC
but that is it.
pretty good life God has given me. i feel as if i should be doing somethin more with this life he has given me. i have some amazing friends, and amazing family!
but anyway - life is pretty good with the exception of gettin a lil hurt because I am girl, obviously and girls blow every kind of friendship outta proportion. but its okay she is an amazing girl and i know she wont hurt him. thats just what i wanted was to show him how much he didnt deserve all that hurt but it will come from another and she is a good other. it just kinda sucks right now but anyway - see thats it - i made so much more about that guy and about other things than i even paid that attention to God!
why do i do that? dont get me wrong i dont want to, i pray about it daily but that situation and every other bad thing keeps coming up in my head. when, i mean just look around me look @ all the blessings God has given me, and how dare i be upset because i didnt get this little one that i wanted, when he has poured more people that love me more than ever around me! wow - i hadnt actually wrote it out to know how selficious i was being. He truly is amazing and i love him so much! i just wish i could begin to just really appreciate what he has given me already!
i graduate in may! : ) then this summer i am going to get an apartment down here in knoxville, and do an internship through Emerald Youth Foundation, an inner city ministry. which is amazing bc i hav always wanted to work with teenage gurls that were going through a time when u can make so many mistakes like i made back then and i want to be able to help thrm through it. bc i know if someone closer to my age would hav just cared i wouldnt hav, but then i wouldnt be who i am today bc of all those things. see He really does take the bad and turn it into good! i am really scared about that bc i dont know where to go nor do i have any money for a movie on friday night or enough money to get groceries let alone paying for an apartment and groceries and gas. wow its just so scary but i know He will lead me through it all!
so now i just want to put up some really good quotes that have really inspired me - - - - - -
"We are who we are and where we are because of the lack of or the presence of initiative” - Kevin Myers
"How can God change your mind if you do not engage Him? Wrestle with God” - Ron Wheeler
"Every year you grow, you will find me bigger” - Aslan (Chronicles of Narnia)
"Victorious living comes from victorious thoughts”
"It’s amazing what can be done in a church when no one cares who gets the credit”
"You cannot grow anymore spiritually then you have been healed emotionally”
so life is GOOD - and God is GOOD - well he is just......... indescribable -
- just really excited about life, but scared
Saturday, 29 April 2006
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Currently Listening
In Between Dreams
By Jack Johnson
see relatedWell I have had a fabulous week! - well in some sorts - in some ways I did because I got to go to DollyWood yesterday with some amazing and hilarious people and it was sooo much fun. then in some ways it hasnt been because of all the stuff I have to do to get ready for the end of school but its ok I think I am gonna make it! There was a pretty random group of us that went to DollyWood on Founder's Day but a very fun random group! there was 4 girls Laresa, Ashley, Greta and I and 4 guys - David, Ben, Matt, and Caleb. so fun! - but anyways heres some pics from it.
Ben is peeking over at us girls - OH MY GOODNESS - lol
Laresa, Me, Greta, and Ashley - so cute
Ashley, David, and I - giving the groom his kiss after he married us! : )
how cute are these boys! LOVE THEM! - they cracked me up all day!
So that was just a lil bit of humor from my week - great times - but enough on here gotta get back to all the friggin work for finals - write more later -
Wednesday, 01 March 2006
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Currently Listening
A New Day Has Come
By Celine Dion
see relatedjust to let everybody know. . . . not that anyone post comments on here anyway, but I am giving up my three main internet things that take up my time, time that I could be spending with God. so yeah just I would let you know! - talk to you soon = )
Friday, 24 February 2006
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Currently Listening
How Great Is Our God
By Passion Worship Band
It Is Well
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me, Stephanie, and Ashley
Stephanie, Ashley, Mandy, and Mary - my amazing friends
this was from after the first night of homecoming - we went to wafflehouse and had a blast - I love my friends here!
well right now I am sooo tired and should be in bed but b/c I am a procrastinator I am sittin on here typin this when really I have to lecture summaries to type and two one page summaries to do. wow - I am a bad student right now! - awww that sucks I wanted to get better and I did for a lil but I am slippin back into my ol habits.
so I talked to a guy this weekend about workin in Zimbabwe this summer for an internship - it would be so awesome but who knows if I will get accepted and if the Lord will provide me with the money. see thats the thing I need to depend on God more and that if he wants me to go than he will provide by opening doors for me to go. but I am just so impatient that I mess things up. God has so much planned for me and my life, but I am so impatient that I cant even see He is using me right here and now. . . . . . in this place and in this moment.
It's been so long since I hav met u here.
Since I hav said these words or cried these tears.....
and as the music fades the tears are rollin down my face.
I am Alive in this moment, in this moment I am found.
I am Alive in this moment, in this moment I belong.
It's been so long since I hav met you here.
Since I hav heard you speak or let you near.
Here in this moment I hav come to offer up my life......-Starfield - (Alive in this Moment)
enough break back to work.......
The BOOGYMAN visits wafflehouse house also!!!!!!
MicaMoAsh
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- Name: Monica
- Birthday: 9/8/1986
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 5/21/2005
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the sun is somewhere shinin even when it rains.......... For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord,....plans to give you hope and a future....You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:11,13
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